As I gaze out the small, oval window at the puffy sheet of cloud below me, one hour into a 10 hour flight home...I try to think of what I can write to wrap up this experience into one neat, final blog for you all. But what is there to say? What could I possibly write in this moment to summarize my experience for you? Let's start with, this trip has taught me... Well...that's it, isn't it? This trip has taught me. Period. It's overwhelming to think of the things I have learned. I left Austin as a fragile mess. I was stuck in a mindset of urgent necessity, which I had talked myself into years ago, due to the circumstance of my original return to Austin, but which no longer served a purpose in my life. I was overworked, emotional, depressed, exhausted, heartbroken, and lost. Floating in an abyss of my own creation. Trapped with the monsters of my mind. I thought that if I (ever) turned down work, in order to rest, I would find myself out of money and homeless. I ...